Prayers and Sunsets

As the sun sets and I walk alone, my thoughts drift to the paths I've walked, mostly by myself. It's not that I don't have people in my life, but when it comes to the significant moments, it's often just me. And, surprisingly, I've come to realize that this is okay.

Life can be incredibly challenging, and there are moments when we must become our own heroes because no one else can step into that role for us. Those times when big decisions land heavily on our shoulders, or when we reach out for support and find only empty air- these moments have taught me the most valuable lesson: I need to plan for myself because I am the one person I can always count on.
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At night, the world could feel silent, and in that stillness, I often think of how much strength I have within me. I don’t need to wait for someone to come and rescue me from my doubts and fears. I am always my own rescue. Cliché, “The only person you are destined to become is the person you decide to be”.

This understanding isn't about distancing myself from others or losing trust in them. It's about the comforting knowledge that, at the end of the day, the one who will always be there for me is the person I see in the mirror. Crafting plans that rely on me means setting personal goals, ensuring my financial security, and embracing growth in my quiet, solitary moments.

But this isn't a tale of sadness but one of strength and discovery. Each time I've had to stand alone, I've unearthed a little more courage and resilience within myself. I've come to see that self-reliance isn't about being lonely; it's about being empowered. It's the reassuring knowledge that, regardless of what life throws my way, I can handle it.

During my recent solo trip to Andorra, I hiked up a mountain trail, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. With each step, I felt more connected to myself, more capable of facing my challenges. By the time I reached the viewpoint, the view was breathtaking - not just because of the landscape, but because I realized I had climbed both the mountain and my inner doubts.
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I’m not perfect and sometimes, I also feel afraid, being alone in pursuing my dreams. In those moments, I close my eyes and pray for the strength and capability I sometimes doubt I possess. I hold onto the belief that there’s something profoundly beautiful in this realization. Achieving my dreams on my own has become a testament to my incredible resilience and something I can be truly proud of. Every step I take alone is a step towards discovering the extraordinary person I am meant to be.